
april 21st 2007 @ 206am. i have been thinking of my new life and what possibilities and new adventures it will bring. moving across the world will be a great chance to start afresh, but another chance to forget my current realm and run away.
i'm i being rash in my decision making, quiting a great job, leaving my family + girlfriend + cat, my apartment, my life for another unknown one. how do i say goodbye after 3 amazing years? how do i take myself away from the one thing i cherish above all else, how do i...? i suppose this was bound to happen, i do not think i could have said anything to change the way she feels or the way i'm beginning to feel.
i suppose the only way to understand my emotions and feelings is to accept them wholeheartedly and run with it. heather and i will drift, there is no way to explain why our love faded.
thank you heather for our wonderful life together... i love you.
